Audrey's FootprintxS

T.T

2012-02-11T19:02:00.001+08:00

My bag gets stained by my stupid shorts! T.T I felt so heartbroken about this. This bag is the most stunning and my most favorite bag among all. T.T Haiz maybe is kind of lesson to remind me that not too much of bringing him out ><

IT'S OK. I'm doing my nail polish this time. To get myself off this and to make myself feel better. HAHA.

Business

2012-02-09T22:31:00.002+08:00

So yea, this post is some what about my business.
I'm actually started to sell the 2nd hand clothes to those kakak-kakak and aunty-aunty which are from those not-so-rich families.
I sold like so cheap, about RM1 to RM8.
But took it as a charity and a chance for me to start my own first business or whatever.HAHA.
It goes well actually, I copied those uncle aunty (but I don't have big umbrella like them which can let them to carry on their business until late evening, so I closed earlier) and put those clothes on the floor and started to sell, I just did it like twice and I earned about RM700 plus. Wow, that's a lot I know. It's so much better than being waitress which you have to make your own like half dead for one month and just get paid around RM600. This business is totally worth man, although have to sell under a hot sun for quite sometime, haha.
Don't ask me where the clothes came from, I am not going to tell, I just can let you know that I have my own way :x

For today, I went "up 2 u" with the old gangs (pua,chang,wzw,li sin and corrine). I suggested this place because I heard it for a long time but I never been to there yet. Well, tell you the truth, I don't think I will ever back to this cafe or restaurant or whatever it calls. It's for those people who love shisha, apparently not me, I'm good girl :)

Oh ya, my house is going to be a "home for insects" now I guess, all the insects are like escaping to my place. Today, a lizard I guess? let's call him a BIG BIG LIZARD, his size is like my knee to my toes and not including its tail.
When I first saw it at my dry kitchen, I was like OH MY FREAKING GOD, WHAT IS THIS? I guess my screaming even can be heard until the next next next next next door. Haha.
So my brother used the broom to shoo him away but he still hiding behind the wet kitchen, UNTIL NOW! T.T and just now a stupid cockroach appears in my room again! What the !@#$%^&*(!
What's wrong with this insects?
I have no idea, I'm only hoping that they will stay a lot much miles away from me!
I really hope that tonight won't turn out to be my insomnia night just because of them.

K la that's all, my boy boy go cell group already, he so good boy so I can't disturb him first, hehe. Good night! Bye peeps!

Recent

2012-02-07T20:39:00.005+08:00

My blog is kind of dead emotionally I guess,
as it filled with all my anger, emotional and etc. feelings that which doesn't even help to cheer people up.
I don't know whether or not to make it as public,
since I spam everything that I can't stand here.
Sometime I ever wonder if they have a function or what-so-ever setting that can set a password to a selected post which I would love to make it private, like a diary with a lock.
So if I wanna gossip a person and it will not be shown but just myself.
How great is that :0
Now let's talk about my recent life at KK. I know I have been keep on repeating that I'm moving to a new house,
please just forgive me, I'm kind of excited.
I have never ever get this kind of experience so just bear with me :D
Being home is great, but bitter side will be leaving my darling in KL for almost 3 months :(
I miss him so much like seriously :/
I know this might be the post that I started to talk a lot more about myself and I don't know why,
I just have a feeling to blog that's it.
Oh and my health is getting worst, I'm wondering is it because of my past few times in burning midnight oil just to finish up those stressful assignment and now my body started to complain about it.
I'm like started to get headache, sleepy like for few weeks.
For the sleepy sign, it's like wherever I been to, my yawn will just follow no matter what.
Even my parents asked about it.
Well, I guess it's the time to get a medical check up?
Hope everything goes well, I do not want to lost my health because of assignment :/
I guess that's all for today? See ya peeps :)

Haih

2012-02-06T23:31:00.004+08:00

I am trying my best,

I am not born in your family,

I am stubborn,

I am bad,

I am not understanding,

This is who I am.

But at least I tried.

I tried the stuff that I've never learnt before.

I tried to handle all of them.

But my mind just kept on told me that,

I just can't.

Leave if you feel to,

I will never stop it if it worths.

I Miss You

2012-02-04T22:45:00.010+08:00

I just wanna say I MISS YOU SO MUCH :'(

Act cute series >O<

Always try to avoid my "taking photo session" hor :p

Sleepy head time! Bye!

..

2012-01-31T20:52:00.001+08:00

想帮，却一点也帮不上忙。

是不是以后，

都会遇上的问题？

新的一年，新的希望

2012-01-15T22:59:00.003+08:00

再见啦2011，你好啊2012。

新的一年，新的愿望再度燃烧了。

希望今年将会比去年过得更好咯！

毕竟又是忙碌的一年嘛。

本姑娘2字头了，

要努力完成赚钱的目标，

不能再懒了，别人21岁已经亿万富翁，

我还是一只小蚂蚁，

真是失败失败！

所以今年一定要达成目标，

加油！

PS ：

1）最近忙于搬家，兴奋！
2）是时候脱离了，解脱吧。真正懂得，才值得我停下。
3）不懂才是真正的幸福。

SICK!

2011-11-22T21:39:00.003+08:00

Sick liao oh! T.T

So i decided to give myself a few hours holiday.

Guess what?

I went for shopping! :D :D :D

It's like a retarded lady came out from prison lol XD

I bought a pair of high heels that advised by MR. TEO.

JANG JANG

Not bad huh?

Quite high also >.<

Ps :

- Moving to a new kk house soon :D

- Suddenly that's a feeling told me that too much of socialize might harm,
Heard too much of gossip from others, so better stay away :)

- Can't understand thou, always have to be so much careful when I'm with you, why?

我爱的人是他

2011-11-19T23:02:00.003+08:00

HE CHANGED COURSE!

I still can't believe the days without him,

how my life will be :(

Maybe it's the time for me to learn more independent?

I guess so :(

我累了！

2011-10-11T02:41:00.002+08:00

小小的埋怨：

发现今年的功课做到不是理想中的满意。

来了一些“有料”的新生。

觉得自己的地位不保了 >.<

要开始发威了！

PS : 我讨厌别人抄我的 idea,

自己找属于你自己的东西，

别来踩我的尾巴，

笨蛋！

These few days

2011-09-15T18:20:00.003+08:00

So far so tiring XS

By the way,

This blog will be my space to express my emotional feelings duh :D

And this blog will be my progress of the degree,

check it out people :D

http://audrey-journey.blogspot.com/

Hmm,

Let's have "some" complain here.

These few days I was soooooo headache.

A lot of things came with unexpected.

First of all, the usual one, NO SLEEPING, NO HOLIDAYS AND NO FUN.

I always wonder if the time can be turned back to the past, I might fix a lot of mistakes that I've made.

But now I think that's silly.

If that time I didn't make my decision to taylor's but the one academy,

I might not meet my dear Christian :)

It's true.

BUT this course is really ...

Just not those ordinary people like me to study with :(

I found it tough, it's tiring and the most importantly,

I sacrifice a lot of things in my life.

It did sucks.

Even a little time to sit down and have a normal meal,

it will then turn out to be worrying my uncompleted assignment.

Every time I had holidays,

I can't really spend a little bit time even to accompany my family.

Oh that's really enough for me.

The worst is,

none of them knew how hard is this and they always think that I'm the one who complain a lot in the world.

Now I can tell you,

Architecture course has been stated as the most stress ever among all the courses.

You've never test the feeling of sleepless night with a lot of stuff uncompleted in your hand.

And you can't even spend a little time for yourself.

The end.

i like this phrase

2011-08-30T19:21:00.001+08:00

一个盲人，小时候深为自己的缺陷烦恼沮丧，
认定这是老天在惩罚他，自己这一辈子算完了..

后来一位教师开导他说：
“世上每个人都是被上帝咬过一口的苹果，都是有缺陷的人..
有的人缺陷比较大，是因为上帝特别喜爱他的芬芳..”

他很受鼓舞，从此把失明看做是上帝的特殊钟爱，开始振作起来，向命运挑战。
若干年后，他成了一个著名的盲人推拿师，为许多人解除了病痛，他的事迹被写进当地的小学课本。

把人生缺陷看成“被上帝咬过一口的苹果”，这个思路太奇特了..
尽管这有点自我安慰的阿Q精神，可是，人生不如意事十之七八，这个世界上谁不需要找点理由自我安慰呢？而且，这个理由又是这样的善解人意，幽默可爱。

世界文化史上有著名的三大怪灰，文学家弥尔顿是瞎子，大音乐家贝多芬是聋子，天才的小提琴演奏家帕格尼尼是哑巴，如果用“上帝咬苹果”的理论来推理，他们也都是由于上帝特别喜爱，狠狠地咬了一大口的缘故。

就说帕格尼尼吧，4岁时出麻疹，险些丧命；7岁时患肺炎，又几近夭折；46岁时牙齿全部掉光；47岁时视力急剧下降，几乎失明；50岁时又成了哑巴。

上帝这一口咬得太重了，可是也造就了一个天才的小提琴家..

帕格尼尼3岁学琴，即显天分；8岁时已小有名气；12岁时举办首次音乐会，即大获成功。之后，他的琴声几乎遍及世界，拥有无数的崇拜者，他在与病痛的搏斗中，用独特的指法弓法和充满魔力的旋律征服了整个世界..

著名音乐评论家勃拉兹称他是“操琴弓的魔术师”，
歌德评价他“在琴弦上展现了火一样的灵魂”..

Steve Jobs (贾伯斯) 得了癌症，
他是那么的接近死亡，但是他仍然坚强地活下去..
现在他的苹果竟然征服了全世界..
全世界为了他的苹果而疯狂..

有人说：
上帝像精明的生意人，给你一分天才，就搭配几倍于天才的苦难..
这话真不假..

上帝很馋，很贪吃，见谁咬谁..
所以，人都是有缺陷的，有与生俱来的，有后天形成的..

既然无法抗拒，又难以弥补，就只有“既咬之，则安之”，从容应对..
你咬你的，我活我的，不屈服于命运的摆布：

像贝多芬和 Steve Jobs 那样，扼住命运的咽喉，
或者
干脆学学尼采，公开宣布：上帝死了〜！

上帝又吝啬得很，决不肯把所有的好处都给一个人，
给了你美貌，就不肯给你智慧；
给了你金钱，就不肯给你健康；
给了你天才，就一定要搭配点苦难..

当你遇到这些不如意时，不必怨天尤人，更不能自暴自弃，
顶好的办法，就是像那个老师那样去自励自慰：

我们都是被上帝咬过的苹果..
只不过上帝特别喜欢我，所以咬的这一口更大罢了..

想想

2011-08-26T03:30:00.000+08:00

没有你，
我真的行吗？

不懂

2011-08-22T09:42:00.004+08:00

为何那么多的考验要压在我身上？

为何我离开了有更多的问题出现？

这里的功课压得我好重，

却竟然有不想回家乡躲避的想法，

反而想待在这里，

不去面对迟早要面对的烦恼。

想想真心对待自己的人都是虚假的，

回了，还有什么意义？

以前的好榜样都变成了幻影，

又有什么好期待的了？

难道一个家破碎了，

大家一起来补回裂缝，

那个才叫家吗？

难道一个朋友遇上问题，

大家为了后面的利益才伸出援手，

那个才叫朋友吗？

不开心

2011-07-13T18:09:00.002+08:00

我真的不懂该怎么办。

被夹在中间很不好受。

王八蛋第三者的介入，

搞得天翻地覆。

这位第三者，

我要告诉你：

有我在的一天，

就有你死的一天。

He pissed off

2011-07-06T21:01:00.003+08:00

Recently,

there is one of my course mate was posting something that pissed my dear's ass off.

XD

That fellow wrote that he was officially a degree student of Taylor in architecture.

金典名句 by Christian：

1）He need a name tag to stick on his chest to tell the whole world : Hey, I'm XXX, Taylor's bachelor of architecture's student!

2) He need a speaker to stick on his butt to tell the whole world he is an architecture student who's studying degree.

XD

Not insulting, just this fellow too much of show off. No wonder all his friends left him at the first place :D

Singapore Trip

2011-07-03T22:03:00.002+08:00

30 June

- Earliest flight : 8.35am, the plane got a bit shake due to weather problem, made me so worried :x
- Went to have a look on the University. Lost and got the wrong bus. Walked under the rain and wet from head to toe. First day spoiled.
- SUTD offered a chance for me to get in but tuition fee was quite expensive. Still thinking whether I wanted to move my studies to Singapore or not.
- Orchard road. Everything was branded. LV, Gucci, Prada and etc all here and along the Orchard road. Orchard here too many malls, I walked until sot already $.$ Their brands were so cheap but for Singaporean only. If we calculated by using Ringgit to convert to Singapore Dollar was just too expensive :/

1 July

- Sentosa time. Weather did not disappoint us. It's FUN :D I love the beach too.
- Night, shopping time :D Bought some branded shirt and money gone T.T
- Went to China Town but there's nothing there. Only food was quite a lot.
- Marina Bay around midnight. Buildings' design was so so so nice! Had a great "water show" there. So wonderful and creative! I wondered, the time was given exactly together between Singapore and Malaysia. After 100 years, Singapore was so modern compared to Malaysia. Their government and everything was so organize and systematic. Buildings are creative in their design, mrt or lrt are building underground layer by layer, no tax are charged for purchasing branded handbags. Their government are just too smart in everything compared to Malaysia.

2 July

- Orchard Road again for shopping.
- Suntec City for shopping again and found City Harvest Church. Didn't able to attend their service as they moved their service back to Jurong.
- Flight : 9.20pm. So unwilling to go back :D

Conclusion : Too much walking until legs almost broke.

Changes

2011-06-20T22:54:00.002+08:00

Today's topic :

What have I changed?

Saver? Hmm yes I guess, but not the period time of shopping.

More organize person? Definitely.

Wise? Yes, he taught me a lot. About the experience in real life.

Money head? Yes! Full brain of thinking a way to earn.

Sensitive? Depends.

Hot tempered? Never change.

Hmm, what is your personal comment about Taylor's University?

My answer: A place which suck all your money!

Hmm no point of insulting it again, hope the other University will accept my application.

I don't want to stuck in this place for another 1 year, it took my life away!

Now here's the holiday yay!

But what should I do with the one week before the trip?

Gonna real plan it duh :D

p/s : Just a strong feeling. I feel like using my big feet to slap on those flirt-ers' faces. Just to express my anger on them :)

It's not the time to EMO

2011-06-09T00:59:00.003+08:00

I should not feel stress right now but I feel like finding someone to talk instead of hiding inside my heart.

So I choose to blog.

Well, I should not be emo right now and have to carry on my works.

But, I'm too tired of it and trying to get something to wake myself up.

So I choose to blog.

Now, I should not blame the lecturer but myself and I can't spell out the stress in my head.

So I choose to blog.

Hi stress, it has been a long long time I didn't meet you since I actually manage my time well.

You come back again, old friend.

I wonder why I should do to study so well?

Just to get in a better university?

that's all?

What if just a pass?

What if the university isn't that strict as in my mind?

I wonder why lecturers have the right to decide whether their student is a failure or not?

What kind of right they have?

New Things

2011-06-04T10:25:00.001+08:00

Yeai I have learnt a bit google sketchup eh.

Quite easy to use eh.

I wonder why last time I didn't use it.

Easy and fast.

Guys, maybe you should start learning it without just draw by your own.

Peace :D

This world is crazy

2011-05-30T18:51:00.002+08:00

Today I found out that Taylor's University actually have a lot of show off's people.

BUT, they showed in a wrong and idiot way.

First,

When we passed by a group of formal's wearing students,

we noticed that they are actually holding some kind of models.

Then one of them was like yelling : HEY WE ARE ARCHITECTURE STUDENT! REMEMBER?

OMG don't they feel awkward?

You just want to show off by shouting it loud to tell us that your course is superior and want people to admire that?

Please lah,

I guess he is first year degree sem 1 WHICH IS my junior in Taylor -.-

Message to this guy:

People will just look down on your stupidity and won't even admire at that at all =.=

Congratulation because you have just make yourself like an idiot.

There are still lots more ss people down there.

calling himself : OMG everybody loves me!

Eww.

Create own fans club some more?

O M G =.=''

Well stop that before I puke.

Today I watched Fast Five! Finally I have a free time to watch it.

Nice movie, awesome! I love the main character, his smiling is great <3

The things inside my heart

2011-05-29T10:19:00.002+08:00

All the problems came in the same time.

But one solution is in front of me.

I feel like God has already planned my future and gave me a sign.

But I still confuse.

If I misunderstand you sign, then there will be a mess.

In my head, there's a lot of "why"

Why you put him to here?

Why you reject his registration?

Why you put another him here?

Just to accompany?

Everything seem like so related.

If that's what you want me to go,

I'm truly thankful and happy.

Hmm

2011-05-27T23:18:00.003+08:00

Just a random post.

Imagine the acid splasher has attacked you,

What is the next thing you will do after you realized that you're in the hospital,

with blinded eyes?

Hmm.

The first thing I will do is cry I guess

Yeah

2011-05-26T17:07:00.006+08:00

Assignment passed up smoothly without stress like last time.

I have to thank this course for improving myself and able to manage my time well :D

I saw all my course mates were doing their assignments last minute.

All of them asked for postpone but then fail.

I understand their feeling but what to do?

I heard most of them are changing course to business and so on.

Well, I think only people who have strong determination can survive and become a real architect.

Just a message for some juniors,

this course is not as easy as you think.

You really need to think properly.

Although there is no exam for this course,

please do not think that course works are easier.

I'm just a foundation student and this course took away all my life and time.

I'm ending my foundation this coming June and I can tell you that,

Examination is far more EASIER than course works.

Please do think properly. :D

Oh i'm starting to earn money.

This actually helps a lot because I get to know more new friends :D

Holidays are coming soon :D :D :D

This is the most excited thing that I know.

Because friends and family are coming to kl to visit me, yeai :D

P/S - Excited for the Singapore trip :D
- Excited for my new iphone, yeai! I'm waiting~ I think maybe just pass them to my brother? Since I want to earn it myself XD
- My blog appears some problems and back to public again =.=

Tiring

2011-05-19T15:51:00.002+08:00

Oh man, today I was almost death.

I worked on my assignment until 6.30am and just able to sleep for one hour plus.

THEN, when I went to sch, the lecturer extended the submission to next tuesday.

That's mean next week will be the toughest week ever in my life,

because 3 BIG assignment which carried a lot of marks like 40% or 35% and so on,

all the submission will be due on next week.

I wonder how I'm going to survive.

Personal

2011-05-18T19:12:00.002+08:00

Just a random post here.

I have a very negative impression on those people who spent their parent's money,

without even think of their parent's hard works behind,

AND, they are even NOT those people who have a rich family background.

IF you ever earn your own money, I'm fine with it.

BUT for those who just want to show off but you're not that rich,

PLEASE LAH, you have a big trouble in your future.

Your parents suffer to exchange with your happiness?

Try to think carefully before you make your choice.

AND if you want to travel or buy those unnecessary material wealth,

USE YOUR OWN MONEY :)

A time to miss

2011-05-12T22:31:00.000+08:00

My dad was coming to KL today and he visited me for just, today.

Although I was just spend about few hours with him,

I didn't know why the deepest side of mine started to grow.

I usually DO NOT have this kind of feeling.

It's like I never expressed when I'm really feel it.

I, miss him, I miss my family.

That's the first time the missing part was deep and last throughout the day.

Maybe I'm grown up to be independent,

I was not actually cry when I left the house.

Just because I thought CRYING is girly and I'm not belong to that group.

Well, I miss my family.

Deeply.

Fine

2011-05-10T21:19:00.002+08:00

Today DV lecturer didn't come.

Me and Christian were like swt =.=''

Cuz last nite we had been rushing whole nite to finish the drawings of plan.

Then cc class my tutorial not even 1 minute,

then the lecturer said enough and done =.=

Today was a swt day indeed.

PS - Gonna blog more I guess :)

Tee hee

2011-05-07T13:27:00.002+08:00

Today Lesson :

Must burn my laptop to stop me from facebook and youtube for all the time.

They took away my life!

And my time for my assignment too :/

Oh ya, youtube is a place for me to watch the news.

The aliens are presenting their faces to earth more and more recently.

I don't know whether I should believe it or not but THAT'S A PROVE :/

Click the link below

http://www.worldstarhiphop.com/videos/video.php?v=wshhVYIAW66j0ci9k3D7

Assignment

2011-05-05T14:40:00.002+08:00

I still got 5 more big projects to go on.

Then hmm, July holiday?

Noh, actually is the end of June.

But I'm going to Singapore that time.

Register for degree :/

I'm still looking forward for the scholarship.

They told me that if I get a good interview,

then I might get free to study in Singapore and even the living cost o.o

Sounds so interesting ha? :)

Even without the scholarship,

Their tuition fee are still cheaper than Taylor's.

AND, their quality is good which at the ranking of the whole world of 30th.

Taylor's?

They're making money and don't even care about the quality of their university.

System are down, lack of experienced lecturer and so on.

Oh by the way,

I'm thinking to migrate to there too.

Just wondering :)

Since I got a job there too :D

People on my age are still having fun,

but all my brain is full of earning money, making money...

Oh no I think I had a brainwash from here o.o

Today I got a good lesson.

A person who don't know how to appreciate,

A person who don't know how to take care of himself,

A person who overly show off,

AND still wanted to get a girlfriend or boyfriend,

In others people point of view,

YOU ARE A PIECE OF SHIT :)

By a random person in my day :D

R.I.P

2011-04-27T08:26:00.002+08:00

You're in God's hand now.

HE brought you to a greater place,

without pain, without suffer, without heart broken.

You must be happier than I thought.

Found uncle and xiao ah yi there?

I think so :')

One day I will be joining you guys too.

But life here have to move on.

Although I miss your voice of calling.

xoxo

Life

2011-04-23T09:45:00.002+08:00

21 April - Bieber fever, really? YEA. That day was unforgettable. Although it's raining so heavily, his fans still never move by that. All of them got wet under the rain just to wait for JUSTIN BIEBER. Some fans even cried for him. @.@ His concert was amazing that's for sure, AND he is cute !

Today I'm going back to KK for a specific reason. Let me visit you for one last time. Doctor said she became worse and worse these few days and predicted that she will leave us very soon. :'( PLEASE JUST STAY AWAKE BEFORE I'M BACK. You won't want to get any regret of this, please don't leave me :'(

:)

2011-04-06T18:33:00.003+08:00

人啊人，

为什么一定要受过教训才会学乖呢？

在手中的时候从不会珍惜，

直到失去才来后悔。

可是又有什么用呢？

我经历过的，不代表我懂得放手。

而是代表我懂得为长大而放弃。

相片中的灿烂，

在那一秒被后面的故事冲蚀了。

PS 我将离开，到一个平静的地方继续我的生活。

:)

2011-03-22T22:32:00.000+08:00

:)

2011-03-20T19:58:00.002+08:00

我是个幸福的孩子。

看见别人的状况，
想起自己要什么有什么，
我还有什么要抱怨？

我不懂我前世修来多少的福气，
我真的一无所缺。

我好幸福，
看着别人有着梦想却不能实现的样子，
心里真的有酸了一下。

哪怕让他们在我面前不停得酸我，
我也不会出声，
或许这样会让他们好过一点。

我能说的只有谢谢。

谢谢上天赐给我那么美好的家，
谢谢爸妈供我上大学，
谢谢我所拥有的一切。

我会比谁更来的珍惜这一切。

虽然有时候觉得自己被朋友忽视，
但我还是很庆幸我还有几个要好的姐妹，
不管别人怎么诋毁我的名声，
我还是珍惜，
就算它是不好的回忆。

To a KK ppl
可能你之前在我背后说了很多坏话，
让他们觉得我很坏，
使他们远离我，
但我不介意，
是我应得的。

Random

2011-03-10T23:50:00.003+08:00

Have new update in my second blog but it's a DEEP secret :D

Today I found out something new.

My name, audrey, the first three letters which are a-u-d,

if i apply this with the sequence of the numbers,

I found out these.

A : 1
U : 31
D : 4

When combine? AUD : 1314 <3

Brainless

2011-03-03T10:37:00.002+08:00

Dono why this world got such an idiot.

I am NOT HAPPY with your stupid brainless attitude.

Please don't include us in your stupidity.

I don't want to be the second idiot like you,

FUCK OFF

2011-03-01T02:27:00.002+08:00

Aih, dislike to hear much more about this.

Now, 2.30am I was sitting in front of com,

I am stress, helpless and disappointed.

Assignment seems like never end.

I'm a human being too,

why such unfair.

Some of their teasing are making it worst.

I know the difference but I never regret of it.

And now I have to continue,

for another sleepless night.

Look Out Point

2011-02-15T17:12:00.003+08:00

2011-02-07T21:48:00.000+08:00

不等你了，
嫁人去了。
:')

泪了

2011-01-30T15:30:00.002+08:00

总是会有一天，

被周遭的环境压得喘不过气，

总是会有一天，

被一些积累的小事逼得走投无路，

总是会有一天，

心里有想哭的冲动。

我不懂自己选择的道路是否正确，

可是难关好像一波未平，一波又起。

最后，

终于把我的极限逼了出来，

那天，

泪了。

Hehe

2011-01-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

Only chinese

That's mean only feeling

:)

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/audreylife

我想通了

2011-01-10T15:30:00.002+08:00

名牌包包的诱惑

是女性都不能抗拒的

美眉们拥有了名牌包包

虽然在社会立足名气

可是我发现

为了配合名牌包包的贵气

美眉们不尽需要花心思

对自己的穿着品味也要大大提升

不然带上真的名牌包包

也会被人批评得一文不值

甚至会被怀疑包包是否是假的

究竟是人配包包

还是包包配人？

结论是人必须配合名牌包

那么辛苦

何必呢？

心血来潮

2011-01-08T18:23:00.007+08:00

假睫毛好可爱

@.@

学习中

:)

经典名句

2011-01-06T22:56:00.002+08:00

男人撒谎，
是为了自己好过一点。
女人撒谎，
是为了让对方好过一点。

From
败犬女王

Love~

2011-01-03T20:10:00.001+08:00

<心動>
作詞：林夕　作曲：黃韻玲　編曲：黃韻玲

有多久沒見你以為你在哪裡
原來就住在我心底　陪伴著我的呼吸

有多遠的距離　以為聞不到你氣息
誰知道你背影這麼長　回頭就看到你

過去讓它過去　來不及　從頭喜歡你
白雲　纏繞著藍天　如果不能夠永遠走在一起
也至少給我們懷念的勇氣　擁抱的權利
好讓你明白　我心動　的痕跡

總是想再見你　還試著打探你　消息
原來你就住在我的身體　守護我的回憶

Just smile :)

2011-01-03T00:36:00.002+08:00

Last nite I rushed to send Lii Eern's flight.

She said she's going to leave for about 4 years.

Girl, I'll miss u damn much :X

The feeling of sad just couldn't tell.

That night I had a bad cough and flu.

I couldn't really tell how bad is it.

I felt I lost another friend or neighbor either.

Well, study is the point.

Smile :)

P/s - It takes time to let go. I'm glad my friend opens up my mind.
I have to focus myself on my study. Peace :D

Best and Worst

2011-01-02T10:42:00.002+08:00

I thought it will be a fine trip.

But then lots of incident happen throughout the trip.

1st, I was stucked in airport for 3 hours cuz of technical problem.

I passed my christmas in airport.

Well, for safety purpose, i don't blame it :X

Few days in hk, dad found out thieves broke into our hse and destroyed our cctv.

Luckier part, they didn't manage to steal anything.

Thanks to alarm and my uncle.

They came at the right time.

Before I went back to kk,

I was stop by hk police.

They found out I brought pepper spray and made me a report.

I was being stop and questioned for almost one hour.

How I know that's such rule that pepper spray is considered illegal spray in their country?

Bodoh lah them.

I brought it back to kk not hk also.

Just only a small little spray, they managed to hold on for hour.

A little spray can kill them meh?

Great, I had a bad report in hk now.

Thanks to those bodoh.

I WAS A GOOD CITIZEN IN MALAYSIA,

AND THEY SPOILED IT,

They spoiled my name,

They spoiled my holiday,

They spoiled my mood.

I will never go there again unless I'm dead.

?

2010-12-22T10:59:00.002+08:00

They told me this and that,

I don't know what to do next,

should I follow or should I don't?

Hope the history won't get back to me.

:(

2010-12-19T20:57:00.004+08:00

凌晨两点，
警报器不懂为何响了。
熟睡中的我被惊醒，
我想起了那工作人说过他已把警报器的敏感度调到最低了，
只有人爬上屋顶才会惊动它。
我的心开始慌了，
屋里只有我和妈妈，
万一真的有小偷该怎么办？
为了安全，我们俩决定下楼看个究竟。
妈妈手里拿着棍子，
毕竟这里我们人生地不熟，
也比我们的家乡危险多了。
我当时的心真的跳得很快，
我的脑海一直浮现出人影，
我真的真的真的很害怕。
虽然经过确定，并没有小偷闯进来，
但心里还是凉的。
我想起了我想依靠的人，
我真的好想告诉别人，
可是就是说不出口。
别人一定会觉得我很笨，
这些小事也会害怕。
我想起了你，
24小时都在，
害怕的时候你总会接我的电话的，
你总会听我说的每一字，每一句，
可是，
这些，当时已成为幻影。
所以，
我逼自己张开眼睛，
注意四周，
因为我想保护我的家人。
我不懂为何变得那么不坚强了，
是太受保护而变得胆小了吗？
也许是吧。

搞不懂

2010-12-18T00:23:00.002+08:00

生气了吗？一点点。
吃醋了吗？还好。
心里不爽吗？是的。
原因？
不喜欢被代替的感觉。
不喜欢被忽略的感觉。
超级不喜欢被第三者告知的感觉！
我是我！

Tiring

2010-12-17T23:59:00.001+08:00

It's almost done.
I can only say that.
Phew, it took my one week time to move.
Uneasy task huh.
I'm heading back KK next week.
I was quite interested of the change.
Will it?
Looking forward :D

Memories,
I'm trying to stop them,
But they kept on flowing and sounds like a reminder.
I'm trying,
seriously.
What should I do?
It's mean I should wake up?

Rottweiler

2010-12-08T10:59:00.008+08:00

I saw them in the pet shop,

I might feel protective with them,

I heard they bite,

but CUTE.

泪

2010-12-07T23:17:00.002+08:00

梦里唤醒了泪水，
美好回忆是值得留念的，
他身边的天使唤醒了快乐，
而我努力得把回忆抹去，
只因为它留下了缺陷。

I wanna go home :)

2010-12-02T10:11:00.003+08:00

Yesterday did a bankrupt shopping in Midvalley.
All sales leh, everything discount because of christmas 0.0
oh well,
let's see, next week will be submission date for every subject.
That's mean i'm going to break free from stress, yeai~ :D
Another annoying stuff here, I need to choose one subject for next sem.
Taylor chose everything and planned well for us but just left this.
business or mathematic?
At first I wanna choose maths as it's my favorite one.
But, business is a completely new knowledge for me.
If maths I no need to worry since I got basic and no need to stress in future.
If business I need to study and memorize all stuff from the beginning.
If maths, it's like lock myself in the box.
If business, it's good to learn new things.
Gosh ><
2 more weeks I will be moving moving moving~
Taylor's hostel too expensive.
And now they even want to raise their rental.
One month RM900+
!@#$%^&?
Taylor is too desperate for money.
Room is small, no cooking area, no drying cloth area, laundry need to pay........
What also money $.$
Bu suang so many people went back kk.
I'm coming soon.
Kakaka :D

I love my Teddy

2010-11-21T22:52:00.002+08:00

They are causing havoc here. Cute hor? :)

I'm ending my sem soon :D

2010-11-17T09:55:00.002+08:00

So,
I've completed my first exam which was the malaysian study.
My course, if compared to others,
we only have exam on certain subjects.
We collected our marks by completing tough projects.
Now,
each subjects I have one project and they're half way done :D
Two more final to go.
And then I'll be going for my holiday :D :D :D
I wanna shop in hk until I break my legs.
Dec I'll move to puchong.
Last night I dream the officer kicked me out from hostel by using a broom :X
Hope they don't do that to me.
:D

Golden Retriever

2010-11-07T22:19:00.004+08:00

OMG see how cute are they~

My next target will be them.

After my move to new place,

I will start to earn for them.

RM1700++

I want to name you Bobby :P

我的华文需要进步

2010-11-03T22:40:00.004+08:00

我需要写华语，

今天突然发现自己的华文退步了好多，

连基本的写法都忘掉了。

这独立大学太过注重英文教育，

连马来学生开口闭口都选择用英语沟通。

虽然是一种培养我们更容易踏入社会的方式，

但却无意中让各个宗族把自己的语言埋没了。

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我不喜欢有被利用的感觉，

当人们觉得你有利用价值，

就把你捧到天上，

若觉得你毫无用处，

就把你踩到地底。

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现在过得比较轻松，

之前的压力，现在想起来，

真搞不懂自己是怎么熬过来的。

每一个晚上都睡不好，

睡眠又不足，

常常在老师教课时打瞌睡。

但想起来，

自己辛苦完成的心血总算有小小的回报，

最令人开心的还是把功课交到老师手上，

而他们嘴边是挂着满意的笑容：）

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我要去属于自己的小旅行了～

有可能会上云顶哦，

虽然还是怕坐缆车的危险性，

但还是满期待的。

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朋友们都在考试，

你们加油咯！

遇上水灾，不幸的朋友，

忍耐一下吧，

我会为你们祷告的。

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最后，

我很希望现代的男人都能有风度一点，

男人啊男人，

为什么我遇上的都没有风度，

再见仍是朋友嘛，

现在有风度的男士都绝种了吗？

After few month I completed something

2010-10-25T14:23:00.003+08:00

I was the lucky one to pass through this.

I've completed my responsibility.

Well, it's hard during the process.

But at least I learned a lot.

Someone might not born with the abilities.

But it all started from the word 'Learning'.

Those who doesn't want to take the risk,

only know how to sit there and cry for others' sympathy,

You're so useless :X

P/s - People, doesn't want my eyes to be polluted leh, stop showing off :)

The time has come

2010-10-17T10:12:00.004+08:00

Yeah babe I'm sick.
I was physically and mentally disorder.
Last week finally my groups all submitted two projects on time.
Lecturer was quite impressed with our works,
she even took our projects as the sample for the next intake.
This is the only thing delighted all.
Next monday will be another mid-term ICI exam and ICI projects to go.
Well, everything was going smoothly.
I started to get used to here.
My course, a little bit too boyish?
Well probably?
Cuz mostly that's not much girl was interested in this course.
Most of my friends in FNBE, girls will move to QS for their degree instead of Architect.
For the friends I knew, I mean girls, most of them are quite superwomen type.
Will I be the next one? 0.o
Oh yea,
my friends here all gangster xD
I think I have nothing to scare about xD

Ps - Tired to the max, not sleep that well these few days. Kept on waking in the midnight. Results of stress I think.

我就是这样

2010-10-09T09:00:00.003+08:00

有时候，一个人会被身边的人影响。
这些人将会变成没有自我，没有主见，
就这样慢慢得变成不再是从前的自己。
我不要跟着别人的话过日子。
有人叫我不要变成 Cina Beng，
我像 Cina Beng 吗？
随便你这么说。
有人说我像扮猪吃老虎，
我像扮猪吃老虎吗？
随便你怎么讲。
因为我懂我是谁。
我不必为别人的一句话烦恼。
别人眼里看的，听的全部只是表面而已。
懂我的人是连想也不想就抬起头来挺我的。
我的样貌让别人误会时，
我是永远不会作解释的。
大家上了社会才懂外面世界的复杂。
我遇见了从前没有出现过的烦恼。
但我从别人身上学会了保护自己。
我发现有些人并不是自私，
只是想保护自己而已。
我不再为别人而活，
我要为自己而走，
因为我就是这样，
没人管得着。

真的累了

2010-10-02T10:06:00.003+08:00

真的只是有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆。
真的只是有时候，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷的发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。
真的只是有时候，发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。
真的只是有时候，感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。
真的只是有时候，突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。
真的只是有时候，别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集。
真的只是有时候，希望时间为自己停下，就这样和喜欢的人地老天荒。
真的只是有时候，在自己脆弱的时候，想一个人躲起来，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。
真的只是有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。
真的只是有时候，夜深人静的时候，突然觉得寂寞深入骨髓。
真的只是有时候，明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表达。
真的只是有时候，觉得自己其实一无所有，仿佛被世界抛弃。
真的只是有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。
真的只是有时候，很想放纵自己，希望自己彻彻底底醉一次。
真的只是有时候，自己的梦想很多，却力不从心。
真的只是有时候，常常找不到事情，无聊的无所适从。
真的只是有时候，突然找不到自己，把自己丢了。
真的只是有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。
真的只是有时候，看不到自己未来的样子，迷茫的不知所措。
真的只是有时候，发现自己一夜之间长大了。
真的只是有时候，听到一首老歌，就突然想起一个人。
真的只是有时候，别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，心里郁闷的发慌。
真的只是有时候，常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。
真的只是有时候，渴望别人的关怀，渴望一份简单的快乐。
真的只是有时候，看着时间一点点流逝，自己却无能为力..............
By Kanest Lee

I saw her tears.
It told me my past.
I had been through these.
But I able to hold my tears.
Those problems came to mind in all sudden.
Uni was not a great place.
Assignment could stop your breathe.
That minute,
I recalled back the words.
You have to complete after you start,
you have to walk after you choose.

You're mine

2010-09-27T20:30:00.003+08:00

Let's update something about myself.
Some friends thought that I was menopause.
Please, I'm just stress out here.
Wednesday will be my mid-term exam,
and I just found it out last night.
I had no time to prepare and face it.
I got a lot projects on my hands.
Those dateline all were getting closer and closer.
It's worst if you met some group's members who didn't even bother to cooperate and the marks was so important but they just won't care until the last minute.
University, somehow a place for us to learn how to socialize.
It showed so clearly that my friendliness was just not enough.
I just didn't want to stuck in one group.
What I mean was I hope I met different kind of friends no matter they're in what course.

Assignment, I wish I can burn all the lecturer's butt so that they won't give us assignment anymore.
Friends, Just hope the people here don't too...;D
Relationship, Hmm They knew it.
Family, No problem, I love them ;)

...

2010-09-19T15:21:00.002+08:00

一件小事造成团队的感情分裂，

你到底知错了吗？

这些来了又去，去了又来，

简单的道理你不懂吗？

警告早已经亮了，

这是你自己闯的祸，

为什么要把别人拖下水？

我有错，

可能在别人眼里我犯了很大的错，

我选择不出声，

你却把责任都推过来，

你不觉得过分吗？

对我，

公平吗？

This isn't what I want

2010-09-14T10:13:00.002+08:00

I said YES,
that's mean YES.
I said NO,
that's mean NO.
I hate to be controlled by others.
I wanna do something that I think it's fine but just for myself.
Not to get approve by every one.
I got my own reason,
I got my own feeling,
I got my own excuse.
Don't try to mix in,
because you had no idea what I'm thinking.
I don't mind,
I don't care,
I don't want to know.
If you think I'm bad,
then just break the line.
I DON'T MIND.

None of your business

2010-09-07T11:04:00.002+08:00

Deep feeling inside.

You've been disappear past few month.

Now you're back to the earth.

What should I say?

I hope you're doing fine because I found my own happiness.

You're out of my list.

Congratulation ;D

I'm back

2010-09-05T23:00:00.003+08:00

''Welcome back'' By mum.

I didn't tell them that I was coming back this Sunday.

SURPRISE ;D

4th I went Melaka.

Christian brought us around and we've been a lot of places.

Great memories.

Melaka was a small town indeed.

No wonder he so hate this place.

Like what they said highway changed to path.

3 lanes to 2 or 1.

Oh ya the first time I drove in East Malaysia.

All the way up to Nilai before I passed the car to Edrea ;D

Well I'm back.

But assignments caused me crazy.

LC

My Eighteen

2010-08-23T14:33:00.004+08:00

I'm here to update since I've hilang diri for quite long time.
Well, basically my life in KL, I mean Selangor is quite okay.
Why I said Selangor? I found out that KL people usually divided themselves with Selangor.
They divided as this way like KL is Wilayah Bersekutu and I might get scolded by my friends from Selangor if I mixed KL with Selangor.
How about my birthday?
IT WAS AWESOME.
I never passed my birthday by
Eating 3 different kinds of cakes in 1 month,
Making wishes by 3 times,
And most importantly,
I GOT SURPRISES FOR 3 TIMES.
Thanks to my friends,
WHO EVER DAMAGED MY FACE WITH CREAM.
14th - Winn Nie, Tay and Jeffrey came all the way down from Kampar secretly to give me a surprise.
In that particular morning I was starving which kept disturbing Ben so that he brought me out for brunch.
After that, I was home and ordered by Sam to help her to get her stuff which she left inside the car.
Feeling weird and annoyed, I came out so unwillingly and
DENG DENG DENG DENG
They all hiding themselves behind the door and surprised me.
I was quite shock at first.
Because of the screaming and I thought something was happened that moment.
When my mind came calm and only I realized that three naughties.
I felt touch with what they did to me for my birthday.
We had our shopping in Pyramid and after our dinner in somewhere around 1u,
we went Tropical Mall for movie.
Another surprise again when we backed from cinema.
That time was around 1am and I fall asleep in the car.
They turned a lot of places so that Ben and some of them able to ready for the next surprise.
When I walked in to the house in a blur condition and tried to find a place to continue my nap,
All of them were just standing behind and started their birthday song.
And also their tradition.
I had been forced to remove all the candles from the cake by using my mouth.
By doing this, they got their chances to continue their second cream tradition.
I slept around 4am in the morning.
We went shopping the next day and the most funny thing that came into my mind was that,
3 of them nearly missed their train which they reached 5 minutes before the ktm started engine.

19th August - MY BIRTHDAY ;P
1st surprise was that I was online-ing outside the library as the hostel hadn't provide any wi-fi yet.
My friend had a liar on me that she was quarreling with her boy friend which disheartened her and she really a pro actress.
But then when I tried to calm her and again,
they started the birthday song behind.
;D
2nd surprise was my gang.
Their surprise was quite special since all of them were abnormal in their thinking xD
They planned everything like we're having dinner at this place and bla bla bla.
But then they cancelled all last minutes.
And yet they planned to postpone to weekends.
I was quite down with that actually.
But then when the IP MAN called me and asked me to peep outside the window.
Her excuse was that she was stuck in the traffic jam and she could see my dorm from her car.
Then when I opened the window,
everyone of them were just downstair and standing side by side to sing the birthday song.
For them I think they're quite toh soi because those cars which stuck in the traffic were just behind.
I spoilt one of their plan as I came down from the stairs but not lift ;D
Everything was so fun and happy that day.
AGAIN, THANKS TO THOSE WHO REMEMBERED MY BIRTHDAY,
I really appreciate everything even only a wish ;D

Then now was my assignment.
My projects.
o.0
I was frustrated with those projects especially the teacher kept on giving us pressure.
I think that's all what happened around this weeks.
I will be back during Raya,
See ya ;D

First Week

2010-08-06T00:19:00.004+08:00

Here's the updating.
I was busy with those orientation activities and also to get use of this place.
Well here's the first week.
I was bogged down by assignment, assignment and assignment.
Can you see the point?
It's just first week.

Let's talk about Taylor.
My housemates are nice.
They're from Brunei,Indonesia but looked like chinese and Sarawak,Sibu.
Taylor's students are great.
Their performances were just the best of the best.
How about the inside?
Some of them are friendly.
Some of them are bossy.
Some of them are too talkative.
Some of them are outrageous.
A lot kind of people here.
But for those WUN TUN, hey sabah guys you know what that's mean right? ;D
I hate IT so much over here.
We're asking to mix around and yes I did.
But I just couldn't just act like the jeers made my words inaudible.
Hey I'm here in KL not KK and I'm an unknown over here.
I started to change everything includes my style.
Usually I was just keep my mouth shut and let the jeers covered up the room.
BUT NOT THIS TIME.
I shot ITS words and boomed IT up.
It taught you don't ever think of bully a girl from East Malaysia.
Peace out ;)
Oh ya there's also weirdo over here.
A GUY took his shower 5 times everyday o.0
He looked so clean and fragile like a girl.
I could see the blink blink on his body xD
Uh, I felt myself so dirty if compared with him, HAHA.
I made some friends and now I got one group of silly friends.
Their jokes could make you laugh that ease.
Oh ya, I miss high school :(
Here's announcements or everything you have to check on line.
It makes my life harder :(

Hey how about KL?
That's a lot of difference here.
1st, they have bah kut teh in the morning not at night.
2nd, their traffic are terrible and their driving are sort of like the cars dance on the road. Once a car moves to the right and same goes to the behind one. They just follow and the cars are just too close with each other. I was stunned always by the cars because they're just too near but now I used to it already.
3rd, everybody take their bags with them in the church even when they just go in front to take the bread. It's just a short distance but then it's still different from KK which we can just leave the bags on the seats.
4th, their dinner time is 8 or 9. So I'm that starving but now I get used to it ;)
5th, At night, the sky will just totally dark when it's 8pm. It makes me to feel that the night time pass too fast that I need to get to bed earlier.

Well there's some more still but I need to deal with my assignment.
4 more sketches to go tonight.

P/S - I stayed over at Sam and Ben's house recently. So don't get shock if you see I'm beside when they skype ;D

One day I might fall to you

2010-07-29T00:53:00.002+08:00

It's kinda free for me today.
I washed all my clothes and cleaned my room.
Friend called for lunch and then we went pyramid by shuttle bus.
It's getting boring.
Seems like pyramid wasn't that big enough for me to shop anymore.
Well, let's talk about friends.
Some of them told me that those friends you made at first won't last long.
You will get along with those who same classes with you or something like that.
For me, people here are just too...
Maybe I might change my mind after I met the true's one.
Highlight something here :
I HATE SMOKERS AND CHILDISH MIND.

P/S - Stronger feeling tonight.

Updating

2010-07-27T22:25:00.004+08:00

Well, as you guys know that I was leaving to KL last Friday.
Morning, I went for my last breakfast in KK with a friend.
I received my 'be-early' birthday's present too.
Then I was home and ready for everything.
It's a 3.45pm flight.
I still can remember the sweet moment in the airport.
All my friends gave me a warm surprise before I left.
Although I was hiding this from them.
My persuading was useless.
They all got my time and dashed to airport to send me.
It's touch.
Again.
The feeling of leaving was really different until the time you stepped your feet to the airport.
It's like your mind kept on reminding you that,
you're leaving for some months.
No family, no friends, no tv, no pets and everything.
When I picked up the call from wei2,
she cried in the phone and brought my tears dropped that easy.
I was trying to be hardhearted and was holding my emotion.
It's so not me.
When I reached KL, It's really the time to start my new life here.
Mum booked the Sun Inn's Hotel just beside pyramid.
But then they told us no rooms.
What a poor service.
We're force to stay a little bit further from Sunway which was Gardens.
As we asked around the hotel and all fully booked.
Except for the 6 stars - Sunway's Hotel.
RM920 per night for 3 person.
GILA @.@

Saturday
I went to check-in in my hostel.
The authoriser handed me a key and a card and showed me the rules.
There're five important rules here.
No boys in the girl's dorm, no pets, no cooking, no smoking and no drugs.
There're no curfew but they advised us not to go out around 12am.
After I moved everything to my room,
my uncle sent me and my parents to pyramid.
We went Giant to buy some groceries and I met Ivan and Corrine.
They're having lunch with us by the way.
Then, my parents went to shop by themselves and I went along with my friends.
We're so tired and I stayed over at hotel because my room in hostel had not clean yet.

Sunday
I went to have a look at my new house in Puchong.
My uncle brought us to breakfast and dropped us at some places to buy my stuff.
Then my parents left around 2pm after they sent me back to my hostel.
Dad hugged me so tightly before he went into the lift.
It showed how a daddy love her daughter that much although they didn't really speak it out.
It's like an apple size lump in my throat and that time I could just smile to them and asked them to take good care of themselves.
I backed to my room and started to clean it.
It's getting dark and my housemate was coming back.
She was Ivy, the first person I knew before the school starts.

Monday
I woke up so early as the air con was off automatically at 7.
My notes were all on the floor because I thought it's a test today.
And yet the test was just for those international students and the people who failed their english in SPM.
I went breakfast with Ivy and her parents.
Orientation started.
Everyone seem so busy and same to me.
All about briefing and this and that in the morning.
I made some new friends there.
And also met my old classmates like Ben, Jeremiah and Aarieff.
We went campus tour after lunch.
Taylor was huge.
And I ran a lot of places,
up and down, just to settle my stuff.
I went for my scholarship's briefing too.
I wanted to aim on the 50% scholarship from Taylor.
GAMBATEH :X
After that I went to pyramid again and bought some hangers and so on.
I met Ivan and he brought me to John, my old classmate.
I wished him HAPPY BIRTHDAY and I left.
I was too shy to join them although he was inviting me that time.
Next time :)

Tuesday
I went briefing on FNBE and got my new timetable.
Quite hard to understand what was it.
I need to make my own tommorrow.
So that I won't miss any classes.
I skipped all the talk at noon.
I went for photo shooting to get my student ID.
And settled everything like portal and got my new Taylor's T-shirt.
Hey, I was Taylorian now :P

P/S - I saw a lot of faces that looked so similar to my friends in KK.
I miss them so much =(
Currently,
I saw Chyng's twin, Mei2's, Joshua's, and teacher Sophia's o.0

Photo will be updated soon ;D

23th July

2010-07-23T01:44:00.002+08:00

有时候，人太敏感，

事事都能拆穿别人的心在想什么，

并不算是件好事。

因为这样，

你的期望越高，

失望就越大。

朋友的惊喜，

就算是微不足道的，

却能让人感动万分。

我很开心，也很感激。

我身边那一群朋友（You know who you are）

一起笑，一起哭，一起癫的笨蛋。

我会永远记得那些日子。

我走了，我真的走了。

再见，保重大家 :)

01

2010-07-22T21:50:00.013+08:00

This is what I did before I leave.

I went All Saints around 10am.

Met some teachers and old friends.

Then we went Tuaran to eat Tuaran mee :P

After brunch, we went Tamparuli for scenery.

When we're about to leave,

The branches and leaves just stuck in between the car door.

Cavan : Aiyah, KL got those leaves also what, no need bring along lah.

Sam started to laugh so loudly.

Me : ...

HAHAHA by Sam =.=

Cavan be driver from Tuaran to Tamparuli.

I be driver from Tamparuli to KK.

So it took about 1 hour for me to drive to Lintas.

Quite tiring >.<

It's so funny when I turned around to find parking in Lintas.

It took about half hours until I saw every friends' cars were reaching one by one.

And I still haven't find my parking. =.=

Before home, wzw bought me yoyo.

They said KL no yoyo? Let's find out ;)

Then I went someone's house again to glance for the last time.

Quite down.

Night, dinner with family.

I talked with them as much as I could.

Although they're teasing around,

but I felt the warm inside my heart.

P/S - I'm happy and glad to have such friends like you guys. Friendship that I will appreciate and never forget. Thanks. I know you guys are planning to send me off tomorrow. But please don't. I don't want to cry at airport, very toh soi gah :)

02

2010-07-21T00:29:00.002+08:00

2 more days.

I feel...

weird.

Everyone is over there.

I'm the one left.

20% to go.

GAMBATEH

p/s - delighted with the chat. My old classmate was studying in Taylor too, found so many friends there ;DDD

o.0

2010-07-19T18:17:00.005+08:00

Sunday

Went wzw's house to help Samuel again.

I completed 70% of it and what he said to John was like,

''I'm the one who always do the most!''

But then he just maybe finished his 5%

=.=

I went church with Sam after that.

Took my glance on church in KK for the last time.

Then we went for BAH KUT TEH :P

The weather was just right,

Rainy ;D

I met teacher Hardizan at City Mall.

He gave me his bless before we left.

Kinda miss the days when he taught us Add Maths.

He was so popular among his students,

just because he treat us as friends ;D

I met Pua and Keng too.

Pua was going back to her campus.

So I think that's the last time I met her before I leave.

So *hugs*

We gonna busy soon ;)

P/s - I was feeling so weird when I met LHK twice coincidentally in one day. When I sent my brother to KKHS I saw him just drove pass me. Then when I went ta pau at lintas I saw him came out from Upperstar again. What a fate to wrong guy xD

A day to remember

2010-07-17T22:04:00.005+08:00

Friday's night

Went Yen Ai and beach.

The breeze caressed my face.

I got mix feeling here.

Happy, excited, blissful, nervous, mope and a little emo.

I told myself that it's just few months.

Everything will be okay.

:X

Saturday

Oh I wasted my 'last' Saturday in KK.

I helped Samuel to complete his project before I leave.

So yea, It's tiring >.<

Then mum organized a farewell for me at night.

Celebration for my be-early birthday too.

Tears welled up my eyes but I able to control my feeling.

Just to avoid teasing from parents :X

Well, it's just a simple dinner but it's meaningful.

Met all my uncle aunties.

Tried to remember their wrinkles,

Bad me :P

My uncle asked,

''Your bf eh?''

''No more liao lorh.''

''U single?''

''Yeap.''

''Why you dump him? Too stupid ah him?''

''...''

I felt so warm from their wishes.

7 days to go.

Gtg, packing ;D

;)

2010-07-15T22:17:00.002+08:00

09

2010-07-14T23:59:00.002+08:00

Let's see.

Nine more days to go.

Any idea?

01, Finish my notes
02, Wash my teddy, bags and blanket
03, Visit my primary and secondary school
04, Settle friend's projects
05, Go for medical check up and get some pills
06, Eat bah kut teh and every food I might miss
07, Clean my room
08, Buy formal shirts and skirts
09, Sew and mend
10, Meet some friends
11, Capture some photos of KK
12, Pack my stuff

That's the list I know I have to complete all for now.

or I should add in another one,

13, clear my mind

You know what?

You have to start everything all by your own now audrey wong.

Nobody gonna be at your side and hold you when you fall.

So just do it.

I'm not the coward as you think.

Please don't underestimate of my strength my dear.

Since the day I got myself back from low ebb,

You get no chance of hurting me.

这样

2010-07-13T23:09:00.002+08:00

我凝望着它很久了，
我想知道，
我真的想知道，
一句话就好。

心里乱乱乱，
生活糟糟糟。

Calm Down

2010-07-13T17:32:00.002+08:00

Let's specified for today.

When we came out from the junction,

we need to make a u-turn indeed to find our way out.

We're in a rush.

There's a hiding motor and he was speeding towards when we turned.

So BANG.

The motorcyclist lost his control and fell off to the middle of the road.

He was injured.

And I was freezing in the car.

I dare not to breathe out even a word.

CALM DOWN CALM DOWN CALM DOWN

Then,

Mum nagged me because I didn't able to fetch my brother.

And that time my mind was totally empty.

I'm not going to tell them about it.

Urh, I'm just stressed-out.

12 days

2010-07-12T20:34:00.003+08:00

Sunday

Went to meet my lost uncle o.0

They passed my dad a book which was the history of Wong's family.

It looked thick.

And worn.

So the story was, one of them was the friend of my daddy.

And yet he didn't know he's one part of them.

It sounds so weird when you met a person that you might be friend with or you passed by him and you don't even know he has the same blood relationship like you do.

So it's complicated.

My dad is pure chinese and my mum Kadasan.

My great-grandfather was from China (my dad's side)

o.0 Interesting.

But I hate China, those people are rude :X

Okay let's stop the unhappy reminiscence.

Well I fetched Tiffany for movie after that.

Mitran spent us movie ;D ;D ;D

ECLIPSE ;D

I love Jacob, although he's muscular.

But who cares? He was sexy ;D ;D ;D

That Mitran shouted Allan's name in the cinema.

And Allan still dare to answer back ''EI MITRAN!''

GILA @.@

Monday

Spain won. RM50 is mine~ ;D

Sam came my house today.

Eh she drove manual safer.

Seriously I think she need to change all her cars to manual.

She drove under 60km/h and stayed at the left lane all the way.

It's safer xD

Oh ya, 12 daysssssss =(

I'm leaving next friday.

Gan jiong gan jiong gan jiong :X

HBB

2010-07-10T21:13:00.004+08:00

Well,

I was spending my whole day with my work o.0

I was in a good mood of staying at home and be a good girl,

Helped mum to do her housework,

Spent my time with TV,

And betted with my little brother that Spain will be the champion.

RM50 per goal ;D

SPAIN buenas suerte~

*Heaving a huge sigh of despair.
My mood was all distracted by you idiot.
You're not worth to get my love.
What's wrong with you har?
You missed him?
Yea so did I.
How dare you.
I'm going to dump you. No mercy from me.
Are you menopause? Or you're mentally disorder?
NO KEROPOK FOR TODAY. Heng :X

HAHA

2010-07-09T23:58:00.004+08:00

Today went Mitran's farewell o.0

But then I left earlier as I need to fetch my brother.

So see you on Sunday ;D

Oh ya morning went to eat shang nyuk mian with Mitran and Alister.

ALISTER WAS DRIVING.

I'm not going to fetch him anymore.

NEVER.

Yeah finally can skype with this ah po ;D

She told me a lot of stuff in Kedah.

and she said I 性骚扰 because I forced her to take picture.

She said don't friend me IF I show those pictures.

BUT I'M AUDREY WONG wor,

So,

xD

Wink Wink :D

2010-07-09T00:31:00.004+08:00

This few days fall so deeply to you my love.

http://www.ilovesuper.com/blog/index.php?blogId=22

It had been a long long time I didn't visit your blog.

You looked tired :(

Your birthday is the day for me to leave KK.

You will never see this post I think.

Because there's a lot of fans out there and how sad I'm not the number one.

Word of the Day

2010-07-06T20:58:00.002+08:00

遗忘就是我们给彼此最好的纪念。
或许我开始懂了，
爱可以一瞬间，
但却刻在心里一辈子。
因为爱，所以放手，
让别人代替我当你下一个天使。
我在这里看见了你对我笑的影子，
它已经开始模糊了，
我再也，
捉不住它了。

Random

2010-07-05T22:02:00.004+08:00

刘若英-我们没有在一起

你一直说的那个公园已经拆啦
还记得荡着秋千日子就飞起来
漫漫的下午阳光都在脸上撒野
你那傻气我真是想念

那时候小小的你还没学会叹气
谁又会想到他们现在喊我女王
你哈哈笑的样子倒是一点没变
时间走了谁还在等呢

这杯咖啡忘了加糖真不是我那么伤感
世界太复杂你说单纯很难我当然都明白

可是啊只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的梦从来不大
我们没有在一起至少还像情侣一样
我痛的疯的伤的在你面前哭得最惨

我知道你也不能带我回到那个地方
你说你现在很好而且喜欢回忆很长
我们没有在一起至少还像家人一样
总是远远关心远远分享

那条路走啊走啊走啊总要回家
两隻手握着晃啊晃啊捨不得放
你不知道吧后来后来我都在想
跟你走吧管它去哪呀

这杯咖啡忘了加糖真不是我那么伤感
世界太复杂你说单纯很难我当然都明白

可是啊只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的梦从来不大
我们没有在一起至少还像情侣一样
我痛的疯的伤的在你面前哭得最惨

我知道你也不能带我回到那个地方
你说你现在很好而且喜欢回忆很长
我们没有在一起至少还像家人一样
总是远远关心远远分享

可是啊只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的梦从来不大
我们没有在一起至少还像情侣一样
我痛的疯的伤的在你面前哭得最惨

我知道你也不能带我回到那个地方
你说你现在很好而且喜欢回忆很长
我们没有在一起至少还像家人一样
总是远远关心远远分享

我们没有在一起至少还像朋友一样
你远远的关心其实更长

Listen to old songs recently o.0

2010-07-04T23:40:00.001+08:00

Cry by Rihanna

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause i never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole 'in love' thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone i'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears i'll drown
I'm losin' grip what's happenin'?
I strayed from love this is how i feel

This time was different
Felt like i was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now i'm in this condition
And i've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurtin' me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And i know that it's no more

I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone i'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears i'll drown
I'm losin' grip what's happenin'?
I strayed from love this is how i feel

This time was different
Felt like i was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now i'm in this condition
And i've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did i get here with you? i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all i tried to do stay away from lovin' you
I'm broken hearted i can't let you know
And i won't let it show you won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like i was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now i'm in this condition
And i've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like i was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
(you?ll never see me cry)

Now i'm in this condition
And i've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
On my life

It's enough

2010-07-04T01:19:00.003+08:00

You know the reason don't you?

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?

Por favor, renunciar a ella

No quiero más que hacerle frente

déjame en paz

Te lo suplico

Never clear your vision.

That's why I choose to be blur.

As what he said,

sleeping was the cure of getting rid the problems.

Although it's just a temporary.

My Farewell

2010-07-03T14:16:00.015+08:00

02 July

Well, woke up around 9am by maid.

Sleepy and tired still.

As I slept around 3am last night,

So it's a blur day for me AGAIN.

Went for hair cut today ;D

I need to dye my hair to a little bit darker.

To avoid nagger ;D

Oh I met wzw and Alwyn this two husband and wife in the saloon.

Coincidentally o.0

Ivan came to accompany me and we went City Mall to buy story book after that.

Oh well my farewell held at night.

Everybody late around 1 hour.

Sabah's style.

After the party,

I went Firefly with Krystal, Esther, the couple and Ivan.

The guard seem like opened the door and allowed me to go in (as what Ivan said)

But then when he saw someone (I think was Krystal because of her kid's look) who followed behind,

Then he asked for our IC.

So we're like ''Shit.''

And yea,

we all banned to go inside, come on just for a look man =(

We changed our target to Coffee Bean at last, aiyak.

But then I left earlier as my leg was damn pain because of the high heels.

P/S - Just uploaded some of the pictures =X

Blur

2010-07-01T21:21:00.003+08:00

Driver's day.

Went to 1b for movie.

I didn't know there's cheaper for mcd after 12pm.

So when I was wondering why all of them like not taking their lunch, brunch maybe since I've already bought mine,

Then after I finished everything only knew got this kind of rules o.0

Smart asno. Good lesson.

I felt quite sorry to Krystal as we all wanted to watch toy story 3 and she was the only one watched IP Man.

I will accompany you next time no matter what, sorry~

The movie not bad, for kids.

I had to shop some for myself this few weeks.

A lot of things to be prepared.

p/s - Get lost of my mind, I'm hysterical of you. You're engaged in my dream. Perra!

I know you're doing fine with her. But?

I passed my days in blur. I really don't know what's going on.

I'm not tameable.

Seriously, don't step on my tail just for this whole week.

Don't roll me into the problems of family, friends and love.

I want a peace tonight.

Picture of the day

2010-06-30T21:09:00.012+08:00

Samantha was ki siao because of cavan's driving.

Even turtle also walked faster than him.

A lot of things need to be ready now.

I started to study and ready for any test that might given by Taylor.

I don't want to be a bai gah mui.

I don't want to waste my dad's money just to go and have fun and ignore all my studies.

I started to miss the days.

I really stress for nothing now.

Seriously there's a lot of things came into my mind.

3 more weeks to go,

I'm feeling very weird right now.

CRAZY

2010-06-29T21:58:00.016+08:00

That early morning, when I opened up my eyes and checked my inbox in groggy,

I found 1 miss call and 1 message from Samantha.

''I want chuan hin.''

''U back KK 1st lah.''

''I'm in KK now.''

''WHAT?!''

This girl ah, came back to shock people only.

And my life was brighten by her again xD

We went Chuan Hin and they ordered 100 dumpling, CRAZY!

Then met someone's brother.

The feeling for that moment was like ''Why I want to promise them to go Chuan Hin?''

Memories came back but I've no more feeling on it, yeah~

Then we moved our place to Coffee Bean since we couldn't get any seat at Salim.

Great night ;D

SAMANTHA GOH I WILL SHOCK YOU NEXT TIME ;D

This sa kai, where also wanna show his middle finger xD

For today,

Sam morning called me around 9am and came my house to borrow hair-dryer =.=

Then we fetched Ivan and Mitran for pan mian.

I could imagine if I go KL,

I will be like them.

So desperate for everything in KK.

Then we went IS to visit some friends.

Oh ya Sam taught me some skills when driving in KL.

It's useful for me I think xD

Cavan joined us after that.

We're so creative to give them saman before we left xD

Next, Krystal's house.

I visited her house! Quite huge but then dirty because of renovation.

Too bad she can't join us =(

Then we visited Teacher Susan,

That's been a long long time that I didn't meet her after my SPM. So SAD.

Her baby is going to be 1 years old this Sunday.

So fast sial~

Oh ya her Golden so huge!! I wondered what they ate until so tall and huge >.<

Teacher said got daddy look o.0

After that we visited Cavan's house.

Roxy was so annoying and she was barking non-stop since we stepped in the house.

Cavan said she period xD

But then she's cute, reminded me of Du Du =)

Well, that's all for today.

They got another supper time in Damai tonight but I was damn tired.

So next time ;D

Special day with them

2010-06-27T20:21:00.008+08:00

Those stuff had been settle.

Odds and ends were clear from my head.

Next task, STUDY =(

3 more weeks I will disappear in KK.

3 more weeks I will start to squeeze in everything to my brain.

3 more weeks I will learn to be more independent.

I hope to stop the time.

Let me just stay here for one more minute.

I will travel around KK,

Eat pan mian, bah kut teh and everything I might miss after that.

Spend all my time with family and friends.

I know I will miss them very very very very very much.

The leisure,

I hang out and yam cha with friends.

Like Saturday, I met them in Coffee Bean and chitchat around.

OHHH IVAN IS BACK!!!

The same Ivan,

Pulled my hair again and again.

Next time I will drop you at Tuaran and you walk back home yourself ;D

Oh ya Mei2 fetched me.

The only thing I could say was,

YOU NOOB DRIVER.

Then Sunday, I picked Mitran up from airport.

MITRAN IS BACK!!!

I brought him to Suria,

And brought him to play pool.

I was having so much fun with them ;D

Sharlyn brought her dinosaur to gai2 with her o.0

While they're playing pool,

I went gai2 with Sharlyn around Damai.

Bought some sticker and sticked all my belongings, sounds crazy xD

Then while sent Ivan home,

We stopped by and Sharlyn was having her lunch and dinner in Ivan's house.

I need to start study liao =(

Oh found out this picture, when I was form 2 or 3 I think.

Took by someone in my house and I still can't find out which idiot did this.

My Turn

2010-06-25T21:35:00.002+08:00

Finally it's my turn.

My farewell,

Day : 2nd July (Friday)
Time : 6.30pm
Venue : SGCC

Please kindly check your facebook, I've send the invitation.

Let me know if you can't make it ;D

Bye

2010-06-24T20:56:00.012+08:00

I woke up late today.

When my maid knocked at my door,

I realized it's almost 11am.

I was like ''Oh, shit.''

A lot of miss call from Cherise just like what I expected.

Please don't blame me, I slept when it's almost dawn.

As we chitchat until forgot the time kan ;D

So today's activity,

dating out with Cherise for the last time.

Oh ya, I fooled Cherise that I was not gonna meet her at airport by telling her that I had no transport.

So when she found me appeared and was standing just in front of her,

She shouted : ''U LIE AT ME AUDREY WONG!''

The unlucky part was she didn't cry at the airport,

Aiyah xD

Anyway all the best buddy ;D

That's the video I made for you.

Now you know why I was not willing to pinjam you my phone that few days lah ;D

Take care and don't forget me ya xD

Happy Birthday

2010-06-23T22:02:00.003+08:00

23rd June

HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dear Sharlyn ;D

Now then I realized I seldom took picture with her.

Next time I will catch you to capture with me ;D

Someone challenged me. How dare you!

You really did a goob job.

Grrr xD

Watch out in midnight ya ;D

Grieved

2010-06-22T22:02:00.011+08:00

These few days I started to busy with revising, helping my friend to finish a project, planning for my farewell, readying everything that I need to move to KL, meeting those who're leaving KK and more.

Just like today.

I went out to meet Cherise and Wai Wen.

Cherise was going to leave this thursday.

We had our lunch in Papa Rich, City Mall.

It's kinda sad as she's leaving.

She passed me something after I sent her home.

It's touch with the meaning behind.

Thanks Cherise and please really do take good care of yourself.

p/s - Just now I did a silly but funny stuff.

I called Krystal in the midnight.

She scolded me since she picked up the phone until she hang up her phone.

I just remembered these few words felt my ears.

''YOU STUPID, CRAZY, DUMB!''

Hahahaha.

So everyone of you please silent your phone while you're sleeping,

Who knows you will become the next victim ;D

Another Farewell

2010-06-20T19:04:00.013+08:00

After breakfast, dad brought us to Wisma as mum wanted to buy her stuff.

Wisma.

The name of the mall that had been rejected in my mind.

Well, that's a lot of memories here.

And since that incident happened,

I did not have the guts to step in there indeed.

And yea that's been almost one year I didn't really shop here.

Surprisingly my mind stopped all those memories to flash back.

I forced myself of not thinking back and it's making me calm.

Mum chose a formal shirt for me.

She said it's useful if there's any presentation.

Then I went Cherise's farewell at City Mall.

Too bad she's leaving.

And it's earlier than me @.@

Take care ;D

Then night, went dinner with dad to celebrate father's day.

Tay said it's marathon for me today, yea ;D

p/s - 经典的话题－真人真事 ( heard from my mum )

老板娘：帮我把这些搬上去，

工人：又是我喔？

老板娘；不是你还有谁？难道我请你来跟我讲话喔？

*laugh*

Sot Sot

2010-06-19T22:03:00.002+08:00

Another movie's day.

Watched Karate Kid. Nice movie ;D

Rating? 4/5 =)

After that sent bro to sgcc and discovered another way to send Corrine home.

Then rushed to Damai to buy cake for my dad as I knew it's father's day tomorrow.

AND when I almost reached home, a call from my bro to fetch him from sgcc.

I was quite depressed that time as I felt myself like a maid to them.

Haih, it's okay, 30 plus days to go, RELAX.

So I reached home around 6pm.

Feeling quite dizzy and started to feel tired (old liao? @.@)

Supposed to go out again tonight but I canceled everything just for a good rest.

I love to stay inside my house during the raining season.

It's warm.

I love this kind of lifestyle indeed,

Lying down on the sofa, watched tv and did nothing.

Oh ya, the feeling of falling asleep while you watched tv,

Yeah~

p/s - Aiyar didn't shopping dao with pua today =(

p/s - Mei2 and JR, you two sux ;D

p/s - Met Bala while I was driving. He waited for the traffic at the back of Mei2's crv. He made me misssssss all saints =(

p/s - Annoyed with something just now. A sudden feeling and I hate it. I can't speak it out to them. So just let it be. I learnt these from someone. ''Sometime you have to learn how to ignore'' ;D Feeling better, phew~